Mama Guilt Monday

Have you heard of mama guilt. Well copmama has momma guilt meme every Monday and boy do I always have guilt. This week I have a secret and I am feeling very guilty. I know my husband is deploying in one month from today and I do not have the guts to tell my children. I feel horrible that I have not told them but I want our last few weeks to be fun and stress free not just dreading the day.

Mommy guilt mondays

Mommy guilt Monday is hosted by Copmama I have so many mommy guilts this week. We just moved into our home and we have a wonderful backyard and I love sending the kids outside. But I also can not function until the house is in control. So I have begged DH to get the pictures hung or his office straightened up instead of doing things like putting up the trampoline. This week we were supose to go to a new friends house and well that was the day the cat died. My kids are desperate to get out of the house and play. So Saturday when Grace was in my bed crying about the cat (we had burried 20 minutes earlier), I felt horrible guilt when I said no baby you really need to stay with dad. On Friday my friends kids would have been there but not on Saturday. Really I could have taken her with me because she is easy to have around but I really wanted adult time.

Mommy guilt mondays

Mommy guilt Monday is hosted by Copmama I have so many mommy guilts this week. I will only list a few that involve our move. I promise I will stop talking about it soon. When we were going through things before the move I promised the girls that if they let me throw away there kitchen toys that had clue and yuck all over them that I would buy them new ones at the new house. Now that we are here I am trying to get out of it because I do not know where we would store them. We rarely use the word promise because I only promise when I can do it and now I am trying to figure out how to get out of it. Second, when we told Faith she is geting her own room she got so excited and said she wants 2 things in her room her dress up clothes and her make up. We never disagreed but yesturday when she started to take her make up upstairs we stopped her. What were we thinking, she would have make up on walls and carpet and who knows where else.
What is your mommy guilt, is it that you buy little debbie cakes and hide them so your kids do not know and then sneak and eat them when they are not around.