Sunday afternoon, I have been looking forward to Sunday afternoon for 2 weeks. I love a quiet Sunday afternoon laying on the couch. I dropped my mom off this morning after a wonderful week. We came home and within minutes Hope was back in pajamas and I was laying on the couch.
But then something crept into my brain. That sickening feeling of just how alone I am. It is weird how it hits you in waves. I was happy as can be a hour ago and now I feel like a lost person in a lonely world.
Do not worry I will be fine again in ten minutes. I just really would like everyone to know what being a Army wife it. On a side note my husband is doing well and we got to talk for almost a hour today and it was beyond wonderful.
On another side note because I am oviously feeling better now how do you spell lay. As in I am laying down because my spell check wants me to spell it lying but that looks like I am telling a lie.