Mama Guilt Monday

Have you heard of mama guilt. Well copmama has momma guilt meme every Monday and boy do I always have guilt. This week I have a secret and I am feeling very guilty. I know my husband is deploying in one month from today and I do not have the guts to tell my children. I feel horrible that I have not told them but I want our last few weeks to be fun and stress free not just dreading the day.